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start; where to start...well My brother finally kicked that girl to the
curb, that relieved so many things off my shoulders. Now I can go and
get a real job, right now I am helping a friend clean her house..well
apartment for $5 and hour. and I am trying to apply at Meijers, but I
got a little frusterated when the computers weren't on, so I went
online because you can apply online now, and the electronical system
wasnt working on there either...so i guess i am just having a heck of a
time.
And then this guy chris keeps talking to me and I don't want him talking to me..he is kinda annoying me..
And I am
single, and i kinda want someone to keep me, and love me the way that I
am supposed to be loved. I want someone like my ex, WHOM'S BIRTHDAY IS
TODAY!!!
so
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DANIEL JAY HART!
I still
love you and you know that I always will.. Like I told you when I came
back into town last year...I will always love you and always want to be
with you because you are the one whom I had gave my heart to, and I
havent taken it back, matter of fact I wont take it back! I want you to
have it, as long as you don't hurt it. And you can keep it...because I
know that one day we will find each other again, and we will be
together just like we are supposed to be. Just like I want to be, I
have tons of faith that someday it'll happen..even if I am 90 and your
91...I will still love you then!
Well i just got myself a whole lot worked up...haha so i think i am going to end with this one!
TTYL Kyrie
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| Well,
hmm lets see where to start! I have been single since Dec 28th i think.
haha well the thursday before new years. I have been talking to a whole
bunchya people. one of them are one of the guys from church, his name
is Casey, and he is leaving in 7 days from today to go to boot camp. I
met him actually at a Valentines Dance that my church held. And he
called me after that and told me that he was going sometime soon, but
he didnt think that he was going to be going until like april; he also
made the comment "How come when I meet someone that I like I have to be
leaving"
And now he just has to be leaving sooner than expected...I mean at
least enough time to get to know him better and all that stuff.
A new pic of me!
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| This my dear friends, is the difference between friends and best friends
1.FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.
BEST FRIENDS: Helps themselves and are the reason why you have no food.
2.FRIENDS: Calls your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.
BEST FRIENDS: Calls your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!
3.FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail.
BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin "DAMN!" we fucked up!
3.FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.
BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried...just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.
4.FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number.
BEST FRIENDS: Has you on speed dial.
5.FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
BEST FRIENDS: Loses your shit and tells you, "My bad...here's a tissue."..OR KEEP IT AND DOESNT GIVE IT BACK....LOL
6.FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.
BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story...
7.FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.
8.FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME."
9.FRIENDS: You have to tell them not to tell anyone.
BEST FRIENDS: Already know not to tell.
10.FRIENDS: Are only through highschool.
BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.
11.FRIENDS: Will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you've had enough.
BEST FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place & say "Bitch drink the rest of that ! You know we don't waste."
I think that I have a new hero!!!
This is Dave, his little brother Casey invited me and my big sis to
Steve's house to have a couple beers. Casey said that he would bring us
home; but I wouldn't sleep with him so he got all mad at me and he
left. Steve, Tina and I didn't end up going to sleep until like 6:30
this morning. Tina woke me up at 8:30. And reminded me that she had an
appoitment at 10. I couldn't wake steve up, considering the fact that
we had only slept for 2 hours. Well he was like wheres Casey, he is
supposed to take you guys home! Steve couldn't take us home he was
still drunk. So he called Casey, and he didn't answer the phone. So
Steve called Dave and he talked to Casey. Casey said that he wasn't
going to take us home. Well Steve started freaking out. And Dave was
like I'll take them home. He came and picked us up and took us home.
I couldn't believe that he would go from Meceola Rd in Paris, MI. to 6
mile Rd in Reed City, MI.(which is all the way on the other side of
Reed City) just to pick us up. He went from there all the way to
Catherine St. in Big Rapids, MI. Then back home. That is alot to drive
for someone who doesn't really know the person. I mean hell I ve only
really talked to him like 4 times. But it is so sweet! He is my
HERO!!!
Well
now that I have all that crap off my mind. Haha NO im not obsessed with
him; but there is no one that I know that would drive a whole lot just
to take someone home.
Anyways: There is someone whom I know whom is going to be my
Valentine..well we were talking about it last night over like 7 beers!
Haha! I hope that we are still going to be together!
Steve is the loser in the middle. Haha it almost looks like he is wearing a nurses shirt! But he is sweet as sugar...
To straighten out any confusion,
I am single and I am staying single for a while.
But all these guys that I talk about are just friends, and that is what they will prolley stay!
I miss you all! And I love you all.!!
Love you all!
Kyrie Rios
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Love is everything to me. I don't know what I would do if I didn;t have love in my heart!
Happy new years ya'll since i didnt say that before...
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I
don't know why everytime I read sappy poems I break down. Everytime the
poem says you said you loved me, then you hurt me. I just sit there
staring at the computer not saying a word. With the one lonely tear
falling down my face. Why do I have to miss him like I do? Why can't my
heart just move on like my mind is moving on. I don't look over my
shoulder anymore, mourning on the relationships that have died; I just
stear ahead without any weapons. And the only thing that i have from
the past is the torn heart that I have recieved. When I was with him my
heart didn't feel torn, but I knew it was. He made me feel like I was
on top of the world. And I look for another that makes me feel like
that, and I try to stear clear of them sappy poems; or I think about
that feeling and I get all sappy and depressed again.
I just want to be happy, that is my only huge goal in life. And it can only work if I don't think about anyone from my past.
So I will get it all outta my system before I mess up another relationship.
The first person that I fell in love with was Daniel Hart. I loved him
with everything, his cousin Jason went to school with me. He told
daniel that he heard me talk about some guy that I was seeing on the
side. And daniel believed him because he was his cousin. Well,
later...like 2 years later he found out that his cousin only told him
that because he wanted me. Daniel and I got back together, and broke up
because he was having problems at home and he didnt want his mom hating
him because he was with me. After we broke up the first time on Sept 20
2003. On Sept 22 his other cousin Daniel Deymond made me feel worse
when he took my virginity. Then I started hanging out with my little
brothers girlfriends mom, and her step brother whom was a couple years
older than me.Brian Jay Maguire. We got into trouble and he went to
jail. When he got out he promised me that he would quit all the shit
that he was doing at the time, but it turned out that he didn't and he
wouldn't. He would call me to hang out with him on the weekends, then
he wouldn't talk to me for like a month after that. I was engaged to
him 2 times. Then on September 22 of 05 I moved in with the 2nd person
that i fell in love with. Benjamin James Groce. He was good from the
start but started drinking and cheated on me, then acted like nothing
happened. And I stayed and put up with him not speaking to me for the
whole week, then i couldn't take it anymore and i left him. Heartbroken
again. So I stayed at my moms and I met a guy that was friends of the
family. He liked me, so it was like he followed me all the time. But
then he bought me a truck for christmas. and he took me to
tennesee. He was supposed to be getting a divorce. Well he
promised. And I didn't sleep with him at all. We got home from Tennesee
and a couple of days later his wife called and we started talking and
she came over to talk. well we found out a whole lot. That he was
manipulating me into not talking to his wife, and sticking with him.
Well it didnt work. I have been manipulated once and it won't happen
again.
There are the kinds of relationships that I have had since I was 13. And in four months I will be 18!
Don't feel sorry or anything; I was just trying to get this out so I can 100% move on with my life.
The other day I seen a falling star. I definately made a wish. And I hope that it comes true.
well talk to you all later
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